~My Sekai~

2day was a bez day 4 me 4 a new start but it didn't went well as I wanted coz my parents having a 'cold war' among themselves & over my grandparents 2~

In da morning,I have 2 stay wif my mum alone coz my dad went 2 Sungai Petani,Kedah & my grandma went 2 visit+accompany my grandpa in da hospital...So get my butt up & busily getting my 3 poddles 4 their baths+groom~Beng tired also is da worst thing 4 a girl lyk me...

Sort of coz having a stomach spam,get scolding frm mum....etc,At about 3,we went & fetch grandma but when we stop by 2 buy some snack 4 tea,the scolding starts again & I'm the involuntary victim...After fecthing grandma,went b2 buy some fruits...Not 2 mention next thing 2 happen is being slapped & pinched by my mum...Ok,this isn't da 1st time coz few years back,she even hit my head against the hard wall...

After reaching home,door 'SLAMMED'...& I burst out in tears in my room till I slept...Unconciously,I woke up lyk an hour late(7.00),mum can pretand as if nothing had happened tis afternoon...Wat a jerk???She dun even care about my feelings/emotions...T_T

Later about 8,dad & mum went 2 da hospital den came back at 10.??...Surely wif sum balck faces/bad messages imprinted on it...Den went on9 since I hvn't done so in da noon...Wat a life I have?Being da only child is fun but bear a heavy burden,responsible & how 2 make every1 happy by being a victim urself....Unfair!!!!!!!!!

I wished dat I have sum1 beside me 2 b hugged....Besides my teddy,I dun have any1 else knowing how I feel & hurt inside behind my fake smile....