~My Sekai~

U-know~Life sucks 2day coz I got wat I want but I still feel unsatisfied~
Done nothing at skul,juz crapping & copy stuffs 4 Chemistry...

Went home earlier by 10 minutes coz dad has sumthing 2 do but in da end,we ended up quarrelling but it wasn't me who started it,it's him...Scolding about me,"U'r such a sickening child coz after you're born,nothing gud has ever happen & ur results is frm bad 2 worst..."...den came a complain about mum, & my grandparents...Grr~I juz said,I dun have cloths at another house so I might be lending frm my cousin~Lyk dat oso wanna scold....

Dump me in my grandparents house...Find a way in myself...Spending my time,CRYINGbut it really hurts me mentally and stabbed through my heart...If you hated me soo much den disown me coz I never think dat I'm a perfect child to you~Waited 4 grandma home 4 lunch although had 1 b4 dat....
A deep secret had always being burried in my heart is I tried 2 commit suicide numerous times but it didn't succeed coz I felt it's not worth it...Well,I mean I still haven't really seen the world so it's such a waste to die b4 you can explore it~but the desire is still there...