~My Sekai~

2010-04-03T01:33:00.000+01:00

很累人的星期天，只是坐在家里做功课。。。没的出去和我的朋友们
但是nevermind,因为现在要忙SPM...真得很闷在家里一个人只有我狗狗陪着我。。。

上网又没是做只是在说废话。。。闷死了！！！

2010-04-01T01:39:00.000+01:00

今天在学校上网跟我的朋友。。。VJ-Jo,Shiro-chan,VV,SyaSya and JunJun.。。。
Do Nothing juz sit there and on9 go (FB,Blog,Skul web,Twitter,Plurk) juz can't get into You tube....Geram!!!!

2010-03-07T12:41:00.000Z

My blog is officially dead but now I have time to update it:

During CNY,I got lots of angpau money....Now I'm rich but as soon as CNY is over....Exam is here and I hate it the most....

The subject I feared the most is Additional Mathematics.....This time not sure about scoring in the paper....Then b4 exam,family problems boost up...Headache!!!!

Now summore muz prepare for Sports Day,then folio then Mid-term exam....SPM is juz 200+ days away....

2010-02-04T13:18:00.000Z

Phuuh...finalli get my blog updated after sooooooooo long....

Busy with Form 5 stuff...Treasurer's duty den PRS den homework den tuition den studies n sports....Muz be active in everything and getting some problems about something...

Now spending time planning about my future that whether I should further my studies in Form 6/College...Scanning through brochures and newspaper cuttings about university/colleges....

Spent a lot of money on CNY stuff and also skul stuff....Getting headaches about additional mathematics but I felt it's exciting compared to last years...

Tired la with all da skul activities which sumtimes I feel it's kinda bored but not all da time...Getting sick easily with the global warming and the hot weather...Gotta take care coz SPM is 292days away and 1st term exam is juz 22days...ALAMAK!!!

Why izit sooo fast?N CNY is juz 10days away and gotta celebrate and study...Oh man!!!!

2010-01-16T12:34:00.001Z

oday----the leadership camp for PRS....Fun but tiring....
#1-nid 2 wake up early den collect money frm juniors
#2-nid 2 hear to ceramah
#3-the weather is damn hot
#4-very thirsty
#5-learn a lot & understand more about PRS
#6-get to communicate between juniors

#7-get 2 take lots of photos

#7-spend the day happily....

YAY!!!!FORM 5 IS FUN~~~~~

2010-01-14T14:42:00.000Z

Headache for the past 2 weeks over my P.R.S. stuff....My God!!!:
#1-nid 2 collect fees...
#2-nid 2 organised camp
#3-It's onli a day....

Then,there's a 4 days straight physical stuff:
20th-Karate training
21st-PJ
22nd-Merentas Desa
23rd-Skulling n PJ again....

Another 312 days to SPM>>>>>>>>MAMAMIA~~我的妈呀！！！救救我吧~

2010-01-09T07:53:00.000Z

Skul reopens sooo fast dat 5 days is over....Tired in class and tuition....:Reasons,
#1-lazy to wake up sooooo early
#2-so headache with the routine at skul so does some of the juniors
#3-need to stayback
#4-tuition classes on...get back home~tired oledi
#5-sumtimes even I feel some of my frenz annoys me...
#6-cun seem to get bored with my novels
#7-Onli can cum on9 once/twice a week...

2010-01-01T05:50:00.000Z

HAPPY NEW YEAR,EVERY1....
New beginnings for year 2010.....
This year is a total senior year for me....Hehe...Get2 go Prom but still have SPM....study hard lo~~~

GOOD LUCK TO ALL 2010 Form 5's......

2009-12-31T16:02:00.000Z

哈咯2010年《新年来到》。。。我爱你2010可惜今年我要考SPM。。。伤心因为要努力的读书！！！但是我还是爱棒棒堂，飞轮海，SS501，SuperJunior，DBSK，和其他明星因为我永元是你们的粉丝。。。

加油！！！要努力！！！不要放弃~~~太high了。。。不能睡！！！太开心~过渡了。。。Sushi 太好吃了。。。^_^

2009-12-31T14:52:00.000Z

On 27th,juz suffer frm a big headache coz drank liquor yesterday nite....

On 28th till 30th,having my life miserable coz skul reopens soon....N tuitions,activities and exams....

31st,my dream day has come....Say 拜拜2009 and say halo to 2010....Forget what is bad and celebrate with a happy heart!!!!HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE....

2009-12-26T17:53:00.000Z

Frm 24th untill today:

#1-I get2 make new frenz
#2-Have Xmas party
#3-Mum understands me more now
#4-Yay,my head is gonna be filled with equations and etc again soon
#5-My tuition schedule is pack & timetable set
#6-I miss my cousins
#7-I feel sick & nausea these few days
#8-I kept on muttering those '%$@* 'words or sweat
#9-I kept on sleeping late but woke up early
#10-Now kept on execising and go on veges and fruits more & less carbohydrate and fats,oils.

!!!I LOVE MY LIFE!!!

2009-12-26T17:43:00.000Z

Hectic holiday~Gotta take care of my health and my body...Family really brings a lot of pressure...
Frm 19th to 23rd:
#1-always got scolding frm each of them as if I was a worthless brat
#2-gotten headache often
#3-sleepless for a few nites
#4-pimples are on my face
#5-no one even thank me when I helped them
#6-put on weight coz there's late supper everyday n can't refuse or else
#7-Grandpa is becoming very grumpy and choosy~
-for SPM & studying
-for grandpa's sake
#8-my on9 time is always delayed n I gotta go on9 at nite

2009-12-18T12:11:00.000Z

15th Dec,juz continued my story den on9~

16th Dec,being a sleepy head & din do my hmwork~

17thDec,quarrel with my family coz they force me 2 do wat I dun wanna do~Headache la!!!!

18th Dec,mum's on holiday...Dad came and disturb~Had most of the day in the room alone....

2009-12-14T08:53:00.000Z

For the past few days,just sitting at home,going on9 & annoyed by my cousin named Kelly.OMG~She juz can't leave me alone,she kept on annoys me or smsing me non-stop....

There are only 5 ways to get away from her:

#1-ignore her
#2-go out with your family or frenz without telling them or her
#3-juz tell her 2 get her butt back home
#4-try to tolerate her annoying voice/attitude
#5-juz tell her parents

2009-12-09T15:39:00.000Z

From November 30th till now....I din really have a really nice time myself coz 2 much of pressure.~Reasons:

#1-My grandpa is in da hospital till 6th of December...
#2-Dad is over-concerned of him
#3-Whole family gone chaos
#4-KL trip is cancelled{Bye Bye my dresses,shoes & etc dat I want}
#5-Skul is gonna start soon & homework still not done
#6-I think my elder cousin brother is trying to flirt
#7-Gotta go out wif onli 3 of my frenz+a cousin...Haiz~
#8-Kept on following demands dat my family wants...Swt
#9-Feeling so depressed & sad+pressured...Y_Y
#10-No 1 understands me...Kept blaming me

2009-11-29T10:38:00.000Z

On 23rd Of Nov,My grandpa is admitted into da hospital so spend the whole time at home,alone.But wif computer & my dogs...

On 24th,I went 2 visit grandpa since he's gonna do chemotheraphy in da night....Went on9 den read through books.Called in 2a.m, that grandpa has done his chemo~Yipee...Dun nid 2 worry sooooo much anymore but still nid 2 take precaution

On 25th,grandpa is out of hospital.B4 fetching him,me & my dad prepared lunch for them sooooo yummy~Went there about 2.30,gotten some problem coz grandpa's blue notebook is stil wif doctor & still nid 2 wait 2 get his medicine>Damn many people dat day....On the way home,dad kept on scolding the doctor...."Hey man,grandpa juz did his chemo so nobody should anger him"Juz thse few words & he scold me lyk mad...Din talk to him da whole day~

On 26th,do nothing juz stayed at home & on9 da whole day...Mum went out till late night so I juz wait 4 her 2 open da gate...Swt rite?So now I own a pair of 'panda' eyes....T_T

On 27th,Woke up late since mum is on holiday....Stayed at home helping mum with her fb & some reports....Tired lo!~

On 28th,my paternal grandma came & visit my grandpa along wif my youngest aunt & dad...Unfortunately my aunt is having difficulties wif money so we kinda avoid talking about business or $$...Mum came home late so she gave excuse of buying groceries...Luckily I saved the day or dad will b angered again...

Today,suckz man....Dad is here & no computers are allowed to be on....At lunch,he makes his face again but I dun mind coz I think he's stressed over his work...Din talk 2 him a lot coz he's resting even my mum ask me 2 ask whether wanna go 4 shopping,I oso dun wan...Take a long nap dis afternoon...Ltr dad gave permit 2 come on9...Yahoo~Juz get 2 eat porridge coz grandpa insist it....Pity me~

2009-11-22T16:02:00.002Z

On Friday,I skipped skul...Followed my grandpa 2 da hospital & I'm free 2 go on9,shopping & goin out wif frenz~In the end,I went 4 a wedding dinner & a bday party in 1 shot...Had fun but tired....Reached home at about 1.30a.m.~

On Saturday,woke up late but decided 2 go Qbay 4 shopping 4 clothes...Got a few nice oufit den bought magazine & dvds...Went home at around 7~Ltr at nite went on9 till 1++

Today,woke up early 2 go 4 da Penang Bridge Marathon!!!Heck man...My mum got tired so we went back halfway~"I still haven't finish mine yet...Not fair!!!"Den dad came and went 2 PISA!!!
Doze off at 3 & awoke at 8....No 1 wake me up...Had dinner while on9ing...till 2 in da morning~N tmrw follwing grandpa 4 chemotheraphy at 10~How am I gonna stay awake???

2009-11-19T10:53:00.000Z

On 17th...Shiro is absent frm skul so juz left me with Yeh Yeh,Yinn Yinn and Mel~We talked a lot and laugh a lot...Pity Shiro coz she nids 2 clean up after moving to a condo...I wish I could help her~

On 18th,Shiro finali came~everyday juz busy signing da magazines or juz chat along coz Mel is leaving tmrw~I dun wan her 2 go...I'm gonna miz her soooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!

Today...Freak out coz I nid 2 finish 4 peka's 4 3 sciences....Bio & Phy finished b4 recess den helped tcher wif da gifts till last 2 periods...Chemistry was fun but sad coz Mel is leaving 2day but she says dat she
'll drop by once a while here...Yay~
N tmrw not going 2 skul....Holiday oledi....Lol~xdd....

2009-11-16T11:04:00.000Z

U-know~Life sucks 2day coz I got wat I want but I still feel unsatisfied~
Done nothing at skul,juz crapping & copy stuffs 4 Chemistry...

Went home earlier by 10 minutes coz dad has sumthing 2 do but in da end,we ended up quarrelling but it wasn't me who started it,it's him...Scolding about me,"U'r such a sickening child coz after you're born,nothing gud has ever happen & ur results is frm bad 2 worst..."...den came a complain about mum, & my grandparents...Grr~I juz said,I dun have cloths at another house so I might be lending frm my cousin~Lyk dat oso wanna scold....

Dump me in my grandparents house...Find a way in myself...Spending my time,CRYINGbut it really hurts me mentally and stabbed through my heart...If you hated me soo much den disown me coz I never think dat I'm a perfect child to you~Waited 4 grandma home 4 lunch although had 1 b4 dat....
A deep secret had always being burried in my heart is I tried 2 commit suicide numerous times but it didn't succeed coz I felt it's not worth it...Well,I mean I still haven't really seen the world so it's such a waste to die b4 you can explore it~but the desire is still there...

2009-11-15T07:03:00.000Z

On Friday,went 2 skul & we're all busy signing each others magazine till our 'tangan patah'...Went back early den juz study den on9~Ltr at nite,juz play PS2...till 12

On Saturday,juz woke up den prepare myself 4 da day b4 goin out 4 lunch den came home...Had dinner & taught my grandma play PS2...She's so fast learner coz she beat me in the 1st round without my guidance...went on9 till late nite!!!!

Today woke up at 10.30.watch tv den bathe b4 going out 4 lunch...Felt bloated den came home den on9 again....coz 2nite goin 4 wedding dinner~

2009-11-12T07:09:00.000Z

On Wednesday,in skul...done nothing xcept having History class 4 periods straight...Cun even get a single thing into my brain...Luckily halfway,BM tcher wants us to do 'lisan'...Get2 skip 4 a while...
Den A.Maths,tcher was furious coz she expected 100% attandence~Finished the syllabus~Yahoo~ended up in English class,chatting bout songs & artists...Went back home & did a few exercises den on9 at around 4...
Mum came home 4 dinner but in da end I slept at 1++ coz mum asked me to help her in her work so gotta obey

Today,I ended up being absent frm skul coz sleepy & mum woke up at 7 so skip skul lo~Done exercises on A.Maths,Maths & Science....Went on9 at 3.00~

2009-11-10T07:30:00.000Z

On 9th of November,I was feeling not going 2 skul but den I nid 2 get my results 'mana tau' din get & Shiro isn't present~coz body ache after camp...Did nothing,juz listen in class 4 bio den free 4 da 4 whole periods...Went back early den juz revise through my notes

Today,holy crap~Results is out & luckily I get top 20 or else I'll be killed by my mum~But my marks are not really outstanding...T_T

After recess,helped tcher den went back 2 class at the last period.Luckily my English tcher din scold me.Chat wif Mel,Shiro,Baba,Yeh Yeh & Yinn~Den on the way home,informed my dad about my results,he gave me a sour expression......Went on9 & do A.Maths hmwork~Played wif my dogs

2009-11-08T14:33:00.000Z

On Saturday,I was lyk in a big mess coz every1 wanna use da laptop..."NO WAY!!!".Then waited 4 mum 4 dinner...Done nothing xcept on9 & getting pissed~

Today,was lyk a sleepy & sneezy day 4 me.Bath my dogs then went out 4 lunch & 'lepak' ath New World Park wif my cousins~In da afternoon,juz scan through my notes & stories.Went 2 Tesco...Dang~ it'z raining heavily...Had Mc-Flurry 4 dinner den on9~Prepare 4 skul tmrw~Wonder how'z tcher's reaction on laz Friday...^_^How's Shiro & Minase & Tao-i & every1 who went 2 da camp???

2009-11-06T16:55:00.000Z

Lookz lyk I haven't update my blog 4 a while.Let'z start frm November 3rd,I wasn't present at skul dat day due 2 certain condition...Ok,I admit dat I went on9 although my body was weak!!!

November 4th,I wanna break da hell outta here coz my mum was da 1 saying dat "You may not wanna go 2 skul!!!"this sentence came out from her 'killing mouth' which always says "You beta b present & not absent from skul.If I noe dat,you'r done 4 it!".Den she make me skip skul coz I haven't recovered from my fever...Sacarstically,I strained my head juz 2 check my mails & play on9 games on da comp...Swt~

November 5th was lyk a freak out day 4 my family while my pissed off day coz they quarrel 4 no reasons & making me joining them 2~WTH???I'm innocent here!!!And I dunno wat da heck they'r complaining or dissatisfied about...Well,they have wat they want compared 2 me "You cun buy dis,you cun do dat"who's always ordered here

November 5th,I was forced 2 follow my grandma 2 da hospital 2 visit my grandpa~Luckily I have my laptop by my side,I guess it's true I cun live without it...Ok,I went back home b4 picking grandpa up coz he's gonna b discharged den admitted in again on da 23rd...Wat a headache???Tried 2 update wat happened at skul & it was shocking coz students in my class disappeared....Late at nite,mum went out 4 supper wif frenz & I have my freedom 2 go on9 till early morning with a condition dat I nid 2 help her bathe our dogs tomorrow morning(so cruel but ok la~)>

2009-11-02T11:36:00.000Z

I was late 4 skul tis morning...After assembly,we got our Bio paper 1 & 2 marks den BM 2....Recess,did nothing juz eat den walk back 2 class....A.maths juz learn Chap 10 den 4 Chem,marks is out!!!Luckily I passed...

Back home juz ate chicken & broth~Feeling tired so have a nap...

Woke up den went on9...This part I hate da most coz my dad nags...Y he oways nags on me not my younger cousin sis?She's da most bothering 1 compared 2 me...Ok,I went on9 these few dayz but 4 a short period onli,k...Not da whole day!!!THEY DUN UNDERDTAND ME!!!!T_T

2009-11-01T15:25:00.000Z

2day was a bez day 4 me 4 a new start but it didn't went well as I wanted coz my parents having a 'cold war' among themselves & over my grandparents 2~

In da morning,I have 2 stay wif my mum alone coz my dad went 2 Sungai Petani,Kedah & my grandma went 2 visit+accompany my grandpa in da hospital...So get my butt up & busily getting my 3 poddles 4 their baths+groom~Beng tired also is da worst thing 4 a girl lyk me...

Sort of coz having a stomach spam,get scolding frm mum....etc,At about 3,we went & fetch grandma but when we stop by 2 buy some snack 4 tea,the scolding starts again & I'm the involuntary victim...After fecthing grandma,went b2 buy some fruits...Not 2 mention next thing 2 happen is being slapped & pinched by my mum...Ok,this isn't da 1st time coz few years back,she even hit my head against the hard wall...

After reaching home,door 'SLAMMED'...& I burst out in tears in my room till I slept...Unconciously,I woke up lyk an hour late(7.00),mum can pretand as if nothing had happened tis afternoon...Wat a jerk???She dun even care about my feelings/emotions...T_T

Later about 8,dad & mum went 2 da hospital den came back at 10.??...Surely wif sum balck faces/bad messages imprinted on it...Den went on9 since I hvn't done so in da noon...Wat a life I have?Being da only child is fun but bear a heavy burden,responsible & how 2 make every1 happy by being a victim urself....Unfair!!!!!!!!!

I wished dat I have sum1 beside me 2 b hugged....Besides my teddy,I dun have any1 else knowing how I feel & hurt inside behind my fake smile....

2009-10-31T15:20:00.000Z

Finali I get 2 update my blod coz over da past 4 dayz,I'v been busy over my grandpa's stuff...Obviously he didn't went 4 chemo yet due to his unpredictable condition...So nid 2 b hospitalised~So my whole family gotta b busy again~

On 29th,I got a slight fever so my mum stops me frm goin 2 skul~

Unfortunately,my fever haven't reali subside so...the whole scene is dragged till 2day~My fever is finali saying gudbye...But I miz a lot in skul especially lisan & a.maths~

Yest juz got into a situation where I never expected,my mum quarreling wif my grandma...Ok,it'z kinda normal 4 them 2 quarrel but over such a matter~I was sooooo shocked den sad+depressed+disappointed+hurt deeply by their complains & illogical reasons...Luckily I'm not a person dat hold grudges over sumthin...

On 31st,I was dragged around by my family's older generations 4 breakfast...I managed 2 escape wif a lame excuse saying I'm tired/I nid 2 visit my grandpa later...Lol~xdd!!!

Lot's have happened this wik & very terrible 2....As a matter of fact,it's kinda new experience 4 me...Unknowingly~~scuffs

2009-10-27T09:42:00.000Z

First,we discuss a.maths paper at skul den siviks & pj period free time so juz do some exercises & talk...Recess time,Minase gotten stomach ache & tmrw's McD trip is cancelled coz many having sorethroat...Moral got da marks oledi,it's reali terrifying....English 2~Damn
Went home & din go 4 tuition coz parents busy~Yay!!!4gotten 2 go on9 earlier...Stupid me...& the stupid internet cun function properly 2day...I hate it!!!!!
Lol~xddd...Finali,my lisan is coming...Dunno hv History/not...

2009-10-26T07:27:00.000Z

Haiz~early in da morning oledi kena marah frm mum....Frm house 2 skul!!!Spoil my mood...
Den Shiro is finali back 2 skul~Many absenties...So Bio...BM,do lisan but decided 2 do on Wednesday coz not reali prepared~Recess,Shiki's mum brought vegetarian fud 4 us...Yummy but 2 big 4 me so left it 4 lunch ltr...
A.maths was lyk mad coz tcher talking here,we talk there...Lol~Chemistry>>>tcher went 4 course dis whole wik...Yipee!!!Free~& Physics 2...Chat wif Shiro bout da Cafe World...Stupid waitress!!!Lol~

Went home den do nothing juz on9~Since dis Thursday my grandpa is going 4 chemotherapthy so I mite be away frm skul~Juz heloed my grandma moving da cupboard...SO TIRING & HEAVY!!!!

2009-10-25T08:42:00.000Z

Darn,din get a gud sleep~
Woke up at 8.00 den prepare myself 2 go out 4 breakfast wif my family~

At the restaurant,saw a unimagined situation...Quarrel btween a worker & a customer but most likely da scene is purposely set up~Ok~den went 4 tuition

I was late 4 10 minutes but sir wasn't there yet...Obviously in da class,we'r da onli 1s answering da question besides da guys....Swt!!!Chat & learn Japanese....

Went 4 lunch...Ate quite lil' coz stil feeling bloated....Went home den pack up skul stuffs 4 tmrw~Tired la~Summore hv 'lisan'...Nxt Saturday nid 2 go2 skul!!!Dun wanna go...2nite hving dinner at home...Juz go on9 & looking through buks 4 lisan....Bored!!!

2009-10-24T06:25:00.001+01:00

Played on9 games till 3a.m. in da morning~Very sleepy~but enjoyed my time!!!

Woke up at 8.10...Din hv a gud sleep but reali worth it coz get2 play without any concern~
Prepared myself 4 tuition...Ate maggi mee~Apple juice den go2 tuition at 10~Learned Chap4...Bored!!!

Went home 4 prayers 2 my ancestors~Enjoy delicious lunch while my grandaunties & grandparents & parents chat however my cousins r running around....Reali r Chibis~1 of them got fever,1 coughing,1 stil healthy....Wat happen here?How come moz of us r sick!!!!????Izit bcoz of da weather!!!!Swt...Hopefully Shiro can come 2 skul on Monday~Fully recovered!!!

In da end,din go out coz every1 was tired~Was shocked over da news dat a student was accidentally splashed by concentrated sulphuric acid by her dad where his main victim was her mum....Soooo cruel!!!!

2009-10-23T09:56:00.001+01:00

Haiz~tis morning reached skul,I'v prediceted my fren,Shiro'l b absent but cun blieve Mel oso absent~Bored coz sat there till Physics sir came in & gave us paper 1 & 2 results...Me & Shiro hve da same marks den A.maths tcher came in...Gave us da PMR official cert.!!!!Den gave a.maths results...I fail but at least scored 2 digits & improved~

History,tcher din cum in coz her mum is in serious condition so emergency leave~Hooray 4 my class

Den recess,Shiki suddenly talked 2 me a lot...Went 4 moral at Science lab B but tcher wun gv us da marks till nxt tuesday...Lame....On da second period...Suddenly da fire alarm rang,fire drill again....Under da HOT SUN!!!ok no 1 pay attention...Standing there lyk a statue 4 lyk 10 mins....Went in 2 lab

Finali cool air~Water~Den it isn't fair Shiki's class get2 eat Domino's pizza...During English~oral~den tcher mentioned about 'dunk'..."There's cow dunk & 'chicken dunk'"the whole class LOL~Ok we'v been talking about dunk 4 lyk 2 mins den hmwork~

After skul went 2 Qbay 2 buy buks,lunch was terrible coz my grandma forced me 2 finish da dishes~I'm having 'Anneroxia Bullimia'...Look through magazines & saw Taylor,Prince & many more.......Played PS2 coz being challenged or my posters'll b gone including my bday present...Wat a threat!!!

After dat,gotta go out 4 dinner...Went 2 Tesco & juz waste my time hanging around as I read my magazine!!!Lame...Gonna sleep late 2nite & tmrw going Gurney & Prangin!!!Lol~xdd

2009-10-22T12:03:00.000+01:00

Yay,finali my bday & I'm 16 now.I juz hoped not 2 much present are given 2 me coz my room is getting smaller<2 many things 2 b put in>

Ok,yesterday nite,10 of my frenz smsed me wishing me hapi bday~~Den during Physics class,suddenly my whole class wished me,I was totali surprised & happy till I dunno wat 2 say xcept saying tq...Lame rite~Recess time oso quite a few ppl wishing me 2~Wow man!Being 16 is a lucky time~

Back home,I received 10 bears & a bouquet of roses & a few card+love letters...My room is totali cramped wif presents...But I luv it...Lol~

Nxt monday,I'm bringing cakes 2 skul 2 celebrate my bday wif da whole class den after skul,going 2 Mc D 2 'belanja' my frenz~Cun wait...coz not many of us are allowed 2 go out tis weekend...Not fun la~

I felt very lucky 2day~N gone hyperactive when I reach home while in skul<in sleepy & drossy mode>....ROFL~xddd

Ok obviously I'm KO now~coz I nid 2 clean up my room 2 provide enough space 2 keep my bday present...

2009-10-21T14:02:00.000+01:00

2day obviously my mum is mad over sumthing so da whole morning she din even wanna 'choi' me~

Class starts wif annoying History....Tcher nags unrealted stuff wif History...Den 4 bm,sudden lisan test but was postponed 2 tmrw coz no1 is prepared~So chatted in classThe worst part is my fren,Yeh,she went 4 camp & came back a lil' tant so every1 was like questioning her("Y u bcame so dark?"-very harsh/"Wat happened 2 u?"-moderate)Lol~

Recess time was lyk,we'r gathering & Minase started wif da naming among frenz wif names of fruits & vegetables~Swt....

In da end,Shiro(Strawberry/Ichigo,Mushroom),me(Blueeberry,Corn),Minase(Pineapple,long bean),Tao-i(Lychee,Radish),Shiki(Apple,Tomato)>>>>Y izit all red over wat she's choosing???? & Mel(Pumpkin,Watermelon)....LOL!!!!xddd....

4 Maths,results is out,ok...gone through da papers den it's English time...Oral~din even pay any attention coz talking about common stuffs wif Shiro till da end of da lesson....

Yay,my bday is coming & it's tmrw but I have 2 do dat bloody lisan & peka~Y izit oways my bday????T_T
Reached home at 2 den at 3,played PS2 coz bored,no1's on9~ Haiz~sum frenz asked wat I wan but my mind is balnk now so it's beta 2 ask after my bday coz I feel bad about requesting 4 presents...

2009-10-20T05:41:00.001+01:00

Haiz~Sooo faz holiday over oledi~Tmrw muz go back 2 skul ~Lazy la!!!

Woke up at 9 den was left at home alone till now~Pack up stuffs 4 skul tmrw~Dun even wanna think about it tmrw coz wanna get exam results...

Nid 2 go 4 tuition 2nite frm 6 to 10~Hmmm...Why oways so long wan????Summore on 31st muz go back 2 skul 4 ganti~~~Grrrrrrr.....Geram la~~~Pissed off!!!!!

I hoped I can b lyk them~~

It's impossible,

Obviously!!!!

2009-10-19T05:14:00.005+01:00

I cun sleep 4 da whole nite till 6a.m. but awoke at 9a.m....Wat's happening 2 me these few dayz???

Ok,dad is coming at 1,ok but now I felt sort of sleepy...Hey am I a vampire coz I'm lyk making the day to nite & nite as my day...Swt~

Ok,hunitng 4 posters & magazines as my frenz request~I dun have da mood 2 choose a shirt 4 2day~SO this means my fashion taste 2day is very lame~

Went 2 gurney & prangin within 3 hrs~It rained~Damn....Came home den enjoy dinner wif my family~It's damn yummy...BURP~~Sorry

Met new frenz...He's kinda cute & cool~~My best buddy~

2009-10-18T10:22:00.008+01:00

2day is totali tiring coz nid 2 visit my mum's frenz house!!!Lame...& the kids won't let me free mayb coz I'm too adorable~

Ok,I admit da outfit I'm wearing 2day is kinda cute but they shouldn't overeacted~Finali wen I get out of there...Arigatou Kami-sama~I'm free

Juz on9 & cleaned up the mess my cousins made...Waiting 4 2nite coz my cousin frm America & Japan r comin over..YAY!!!!

Went out & was mistaken by my granduncle as my mum's fren...Swt~b4 tat quarrel wif mum coz she gone crappy over sumthing so she let go her pressure on me...DAMN!!!Den bought some fud back 4 midnite snack coz I'm not gonna sleep 2nite!!!

The most important thing,my bday is 4 days away onli...Yahooo~

The sky is so high,

But small in my eye,

When I'm taking photo of the sky....

2009-10-17T15:32:00.000+01:00

2day no tuition...Yay~N going 2 my frenz Deepavali celebration...V...

Busy cleaning up my room & also helping my grandparents over their cds,vcds and dvds...Get me sweaty...

Soooo tired~Gotta have a nap but in da end,I'm da 1 cleaning all up but I dun mind~Lol~
Cun wait 4 Monday coz gonna but posters & magzs & buks!!!

It was so fun at da Deepavali party coz there are many people there & get2 eat delicious food~Yummy & tmrw I'm going there again coz I'm goin 4 tuition!!!Eventually we teased the lil' children there coz it's kinda fun & I cun blieve my fren is already an aunty 2 some of them!!!LOL~

2009-10-16T10:42:00.000+01:00

Yay,holiday~but I didn't get2 go out as planned coz my dad suddenly nid 2 go back 2 office~N a stomach spam attacked me~DAMN!!!!
So juz stayed at home,on9~Den chat...Listnening 2 music,looking at photos...Still cun stand tat photo my fren showed me~He's damn HAWT~~!!!!

2009-10-15T09:31:00.000+01:00

Yay,2day laz day of skul till nxt tuesday~Tmrw going sumwhere...Gonna buy posters & dvds & magazines~
2day at skul was juz like a disussion day coz we'r talking about some stuffs even our past year experience on skating~Those were gud memories~

My fren,Shiki,changed a lot especially on her hair & she's bcoming more moody~Damn!!!Den out of sudden she can talk 2 us but sumtimes not even a word!!!

Den my Physics sir was like gone 'mong cha cha' coz he made a big round 2 the computer when he can juz take a short walk at the side compared 2 walk a round.LMAO!!!!
Went home late den on9 b4 watch tv & study~

Isn't he cool!!!!TAYLOR~!!!!!

2009-10-14T08:47:00.000+01:00

I'm late 4 skul den got sejarah marks...Fuh!!!!
Den during BM,tcher was busy so free time...Den went 4 recess late coz lookin 4 sumthin
After that,we had fun in maths...Out of sudden,a cameraman appeared 4 shooting our classes & all of us act like 'angels'...Swt
English,we gossiped & telling stories till bell rings~Den went 2 canteen 2 discuss stuff...
Collected karate certificate...Den grandpa is finali out of hospital~
Den,it's holida frm friday 2 nxt tuesday~Yay!!!!

2009-10-13T08:26:00.001+01:00

Yay,finali merdeka but my add maths paper,I dunno wat the crap I'm doing...Althiugh there's formula but it's obvious that all of us cun do...Especially my friend,Melanie,she gave up when I'm doing da 2nd page....Damn,the paper is tricky~

But at least I can let go of my pressure now....So happy coz I get2 eat sushi after that~~~N get Super Junior,FT Island,SS501 & TVXQ......Yay~~~Hyper but I dun dare 2 know wat's coming after this~~~

After thatmwent 4 tuition but very tired after coming home coz learn 2 much things~~ZzZz~~

2009-10-12T12:19:00.000+01:00

Todayz exam was like I'm crapping da whole time~Juz think wat is logic & makes sense 2 write...Even da peribahasa oso tembak wan~
Then after that,Siviks can do lo~Juz some guessing answer~

Back home,quickly take my lunch den do revision 4 add maths while my cousins juz jumping here and there coa their exam is over....So GUD!!!Hate them~coz they annoys me every single day non-stop~so I gave them nicknames Haiz~~~

Tmrw worst till Add Mathsalthough laz day oledi~I juz hope I dun make silly mistakes or I'm done 4 it~

I'm so mad coz New Moon'll onli be on air in Malaysia on 3rd December still so long time 2 go....T_Y

2009-10-11T09:57:00.000+01:00

Haiz,yesterday was a messy day coz my parents was like away without tellin me,luckily I was smart enough 2 buy myself and my grandma dinner...

2day went 4 tuition and wasn't paying any attention.Then 2 gurney & bought lots of magazine...Wonderful Posters but no Lollipop wan~=_+...Then bought donuts...Went visiting grandpa b4 goin home...So tired but tmrw exam stil goin on~So lazy la~

In another 48 hrs,exam's gonna b over...YAHOOOOOOOOO~~

2009-10-09T08:28:00.000+01:00

0ooo...Physics is reali damn bad coz I dunno wat I'm writing in there...Plz I cun fail any subject...TIS T1m3....

Yay~I bought my fave buks...N magazines...Tmrw...Juz visited grandapa at the hospital,he's looking beta den b4...I'm very happy~Even hyper 2day~....Lol...

Nxt wik..Left 4 more papers den YAHOOO------......& getting lots of TEDDIES 4 mi bday~Yay yay~

2009-10-08T08:10:00.002+01:00

I'm very happy coz after tmrw no more Science paper>>>>>Yay~And my bday is coming~....I reali cun blieve tat today's paper I overcome it easily wihout pressure or tension~

My grandpa is getting beta every day but stil nid 2 go 4 check up coz he has lung cancer stage2~
Sad...coz he wun be able 2 celebrate my 17th bday...

Stil I gotta pass my time wif positive & happy thinking~Gotta look through notes~GAMBATEH!!!

2009-10-07T08:27:00.000+01:00

Today,Chemistry paper was quite ok xcept da Essay part I dunno wat I'm crapping about!!!....Ok...a paper is gone again den went 4 recess...
At 11,sat 4 English paper 2...I can do it....YIPEE...
Back home juz look through BIO but my fren Shiki...She ko a li' bit saying wat mental breakdown & wat me+other frenz dun care about her so she's joining another group 4 da time being...WTH!!!She din tell me den how can I noe????Freak off...She even added me 2 another RIMUP stuff without telling/informing me.....Den y dun she understand me!!!T_T
Ok...perhaps tis time is our real arguement over sumthin that serious!!!

I'm reali desprate over my life coz 1 of my fren turns sooooooooo different after tat trip....Swt!!!In the end,she's da 1 who changed...A LOT!!!

2009-10-06T11:06:00.000+01:00

Exam...Yesterday was ok~But I'm not happy over da paper coz I dunno what I'm writting in it...What's happening!!!Den I revised History~Damn,chapter 6 was like freaking much 2 noe about da BaniGrrr....

2day...we start wif BM1...My hand is broken coz non-stop writing 4 like 2 hrs...I'm talking crap in it...After that,reading History...Luckily 4 da essay,it came out Chap 6 & 7...Came back home & revise Chemistry coz tmrw 1st paper is it...Den English Paper 2...Lucky~Looks like my results gonna b bad tis time...

I reali hoped there's a real death note so that I can do sumthing I wan...2 DIE!!!LOL~juz joking....

2009-10-04T07:31:00.000+01:00

Damn....Tmrw is oledi exam...Time reali travel fast & my frenz was like reali crazy over the chain message like u muz send this 2 how many ppl 2 score higher marks...
In tuition,luckily sir gave us tips on topic that mite b questioned....
Back home juz on9,study~study~study~
Every now and then...EXAM~EXAM~is in my mind & sumtimes in dreams....Geeee~
Very sleepy la~Parents & Grandparents do not understand me....

2009-10-03T10:11:00.001+01:00

Haiz~another has passed & luckily I hv another short History buk...Lazily went 4 tuition coz busy da whole nite till 2.?? inda morning~Of course sleepy so din pay full attention...Went 2 TESCO after that 2 buy buks & groceries....Came home stil din get2 revise but help my mum bath my pets....Now wathcin tv 4 an hour den onli continue study...I wonder wat'll happen tmrw and the following days....

Exam is here,
Stress is here.
Pressure has filled my life,
Wonder what's its cure....

Life is totalli full of surprise coz I met my childhood fren juz now nearby my house...She came back frm America & she totalli like obsessed over Super Junior...Another fan collection..LOL

I cun wait 2 buy epop magazine coz got their poster in there....

Went on9 at fcbuk den comin 2 off9 stage coz if not I cun update this during exam wik so my parents onli allow me 2 on9 frm 1/2 - 1 hour...

How long will joy last,

Izit always or there's ups and downs,

Perhaps being optimistic is the best,

But I'll always be happy frm now & forever....

2009-10-02T13:04:00.000+01:00

Another 2 days 2 exam,I'm doomed if din revise...2day at skul,very malang...Physics was juz revising back...During sejarah,nag~nag~but at least she teach...B4 entering 4 maths 2 discuss questions,bumped 2 1 of my tcher & she asked us 2 hang banners,in da end...we onli get in2 class 15 minutes b4 recess....Swt!!

During moral,my fren Sheki gone crad coz she kept on saying "I have brain tumor,I'm gonna die".It mite b juz migrain & she id make me and my fren Shiro having headaches after that!!!...English juz do oral so din even bother 2 pay any attention....

After skul,juz do wat we usuali do at home den revise....Revise~den take a break...den on9...Very tired but still nid 2 revise no matter wat coz I'v thrown away much time during my c.p. break...Cun even get concentrated...

I'm so happy coz exam is coming but sad coz I dunno I can achieve gud grades/not!!!!

2009-10-01T08:20:00.000+01:00

Today is totali boring especially when it's rainy...Yesterday was a nightmare....At skul,we juz got tips 4 exam den do revision...Why muz it rain at this time?So sleepy....During bio,my fren,Shiro & Yeh were like cracking jokes & we'r like 'ROFL & LOL'...along 'Chibis,Char Sau Pao & some dirty jokes our senior said'...Swt but at least it brightens up us frm boredness...

Come home juz print photos & looks through my moral folio b4 revising...4 moral,english,bm and siviks...Juz look through but da 3 sciences & 2 maths...Sejarah,lots of work 2 go through coz my tcher haven't even tout until Chap 8 but exam until Chap 8,WTH!!!!

Now I'll have study frm da back to the front of every buk...Da update of this blog shall end on this Sunday and will b continued on da 14th....MERDEKA 4 me!!!

I'm now crazy over Taylor Lautnerbut...Isn't he cool???

2009-09-30T13:03:00.000+01:00

Exam is coming in another 4 more days....Nervous oledi but wat 2 do da moral 'laporan'thing stil haven't done...Mum summore forbid me 2 ask help frm my bro...

My grandpa pula got his check up result...T_Y...He got lung cancer...I juz got this news 2day after skul...Damn man!!!...On da 29th,I juz quarreled wif my mum coz of her late call makes me late 4 tuition...So embarassing coz I'm da 1 latest there...

2day at skul,busy taking pics 4 recycling...Whole body gotten dirty...Haiz!!!Summore nid 2 send da photos 2 3 other frenz....Very busy la~...

2009-09-28T07:29:00.000+01:00

Haiz~another 6 days 2 final term exam...So nervousT_Y' but I'm prepared 4 it!!!'

Hopefully I can proceed 2 da 1st class!!!

Officially my folio stuff[I can let go oledi coz finished oledi]/my hmwork mostly not reali updated but I can manage it...Sigh~My worst nightmare is coming soon when we're gettin our exam in like a few weeks time...X_X

On that time,I'm gonna get da punishment infinity times more than mid-term......My fren is even beta...She din even tell her parents tat her exam is nxt wik but lied a lil' sayin it's on mid-Oct...
I reali envy some skuls havin final-term exam on da end of Oct/begining of Nov....Ish~

Nothin 2 regret coz I cun cry over a glass of spilled milk but I muz burn da midnite oil oledi coz I wasted lots of time doin folio...T_T..Even I mite not attend my frenz invitation 4 'Deepavali celebration'...o.O

Whoever bothers/disturbs me now is not gonna have a good ending....V_V....After exam is 'MERDEKA' & going out wif frenz but~After that is 'TIME OF DOOM'>parents knowing our results...O.O

2009-09-27T09:45:00.000+01:00

Yay...I'm HYPER 2day....Playing on9 games 4 like da whole day....

My family was like "Hey,it's my turn...You played since noon.,after tuition & lunch."
"No way...I'm up 2 no good again...So leave me alone"

I'm insane rite but I reali had da fun doing so wif my cousin....He he he...Even bathing my dog makes me laugh coz 3 of it was likely sleeping during the hot bath in da bath tub so funny....
One of it also turned into a mop 4 da floor coz we've been playing turning around b4 it go 4 it's bath...
I wasn't paying any attention in tuition coz I'v been talking and looking through stories of my frenz...I think my sir knows it....LOL...

Why muz it b rainy b4 skul reopens???My mum suddenly turns out 2 be an athlete coz she kept on goin out 4 jogging...Sweat....Tmrw skul reopens oledi....All da headaching/confusing problems r coming back...Yikes!!!!

Bye~2 my holiday times....Now da more serious case is comin soon in my skulHeh!!

2009-09-27T01:20:00.000+01:00

Haiz...So fast skul gonna reopens again & nxt wik is oledi my final term exam...Envy some skuls coz their exam is on da end of October...Yesterday I'v gone a lil' bit KO coz I slept a 8...

Ok...I admit...I kinda miss my frenz & sum of my tchers but EXAM!!!Y muz it b so early while we juz sat 4 our exam for like almost a mth ago & we haven't even finish until da chapter we'r gonna b tested...Our tchers have been going through like a 'bullet train'...Some even dun understand/even pay attention in class...

Oh well...Perhaps coz I din sleep 4 like a day...Helping mum clean up & redo her personal office...As u noe,once I get started I wun stop...*_*

Bad news,my granduncle juz passed away tis morningWat a sad news...I wonder how's my elder sis!!!...Wat a gush coz there's been more than 10 bad news tis mth...1st my greatgrandma now my granduncle...Headache la~

Ltr summore gotta bring back my moral pictures...I look worst in dat compared 2 others....Out of sudden I felt I'v been busy since skul holiday...Y ar~?

Even my parents asked me wat I'm up 2 recently...coz I've been on9 since da day my laptop came back 2 life....Swt~

Isn't this puppy adorable????Leave me ur comment

2009-09-26T08:50:00.000+01:00

Very hectic la~My parents tout I'm their toy izit...Ordering me 2 do this do tat...Cun'cha lemme go...

My cousin frm America comin over n sharing da room wif me...He's a guy & I'm a gurl...Totally diff....OMG!!!I lost my privacy...

My world is totally crushed...Including examination coz I wun have my own revision time unless CCTV is sleeping my parents...I wonder'll my life b beta/ worst after exam...

Even my younger sis oso said so....She's onli standard 5...Haiz~My life is now misearable and pressured...Get me out of here or mayb I shouldn't even exist here,,,,

Hopefully I can access my blog during exam 2 update/my blog'll b 1/4 dead...Don't mind it...As long as I can pass den b FREE....I'm oledi happy...T_Y~XD.....

Gaining my scores in exam isn't a hard thing...I'l try my best...GAMBATEH!!!But wif terms & conditions...Ha ha ha.......

I'm curious how'l it b like if I'm an adult but I'm soon-to-be....Izit beta coz get2 earn $$ or far billion times worst than now...Then I wish that I wun grow up but it's impossible....Unless u noe magic or whatever...How'l it b like if I'm a werewolf/vampire/mystical creature...I mean we can hide ourselves 2 b alone & have some privacy...I'l see it in my dreams or imagination!!!